We need to find a few quiet implements, even one good one, because I'm needing more of the structure again, and he's needing to be spanking me more to feel his role. He's craving our dynamic to return as much as I am. This is very hard to do with several other people now living with us compared to just over three years ago when it was just the two of us. We are between little one's room and my parents room, and even if we shuffled the rooms around, it would still be that we would be very easily heard.
So we're finding ways to make this work. Hopefully we don't get found out, and if we do, then I'll just lay it down for them and let them know that I need this, we need this, and if they can't accept that, then they can contact one of my siblings to live with. I can't give this up. It's been on the back burner for the past few years, and I need it back. Sadly, yes, these look vicious. But I am not sure I can find quiet implements that aren't. I have considered a cane as well, but that just isn't in our budget right now. :P I think the dowel in yesterday's post though is a good substitute. :P
And please forgive me if adding the posts back flood your feeds. I have about 50 left to add, I really hope to do that this week so that you guys aren't bothered by the adding of them back anymore.
- I am writing again after the Duke tried these out. The loopy left a couple of welts, and so I said I was going to unmake it. The Duke was NOT impressed by that. I said it hurt a lot. And he said "Then you better make sure you never deserve it." Eeek! Darn HOH hat. Looks like he's found it again. Why, oh why do I want this??? LOL
I have never felt a loopy ...and hope to keep it that way....hope you find a way to get back into the 'loop'..so to speak. hugs abby
ReplyDeleteLOL They are quite stingy if used with enough pressure, but do create a nice little burn if done more softly. :) LOL, hoping we do too. :) {{{HUGS}}}
DeleteHi Es May, it is hard to try and maintain a ttwd dynamic with others in the house and yes, the quiet implements do seem to be the ouchiest lol. Glad you are finding ways to make it work.
ReplyDeleteI have never tried a loopy and I don't want to! You are brave!
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Roz
LOL Thankfully the Duke was listening to when I felt I couldn't take anymore. He did go a bit past that, knowing I chicken out before I need to. But he didn't go much past it. :) {{{HUGS}}}
DeleteYou can order any length and size of 'cane' here. Just heat the end with a bbq lighter and round it, then slightly file and heat again. WAY cheaper than ordering an actual cane from Cane iac- and it is a Canadian Company. ( Just don't blame me if you do it. LOL)
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Oh wow, those look great! Thank you. :) I have heard of lexan and delerin, but not the other types. I see some research happening in a few hours. :) (I'll try not to blame you if we do. :P LOL)
DeleteErr, I mean I've heard of the other rods, but not as being used in spanking. :P
DeleteLet me know if you have any questions. We have a lexan one (from Cane-iac). Barney has a thicker white one from that site, it is very thuddy, more paddle like, but still is ...LOL. Delrin, brutal on the onset. The thing he liked about this place was the fact you can buy thicker rods.
DeleteGood to know about the Delrin. I had that down as one to consider, will strike it from the list IMMEDIATELY! :P
DeleteHi EsMay! :) OUCH! I've never had a desire to get hold of a loopy! Never will! You are a brave lady!!!
ReplyDeleteVery hard to maintain ttwd with a houseful of people. Sounds like you are giving it your best shot, and being creative about it as well. Many hugs,
<3 Katie
LOL I am, seeing as how it bruised me! What was I thinking!?! LOL
DeleteI've never seen a loopy!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you have to hide who you guys are; having the little one and then other adults in the house must be hard. I mean, the little one goes to bed, but it'd be harder to keep from the adults. I hope they leave the house now and again! It's quite a testament indeed as to what you need for you to have decided that if they find out, then you're just gonna lay it all bare! I hope it works out!
They are a bit mean, but I am so glad that we have it. And I too hope they leave the house once in a while. That has not really happened since they moved in, but hopefully soon. :)
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