We need to find a few quiet implements, even one good one, because I'm needing more of the structure again, and he's needing to be spanking me more to feel his role. He's craving our dynamic to return as much as I am. This is very hard to do with several other people now living with us compared to just over three years ago when it was just the two of us. We are between little one's room and my parents room, and even if we shuffled the rooms around, it would still be that we would be very easily heard.
So we're finding ways to make this work. Hopefully we don't get found out, and if we do, then I'll just lay it down for them and let them know that I need this, we need this, and if they can't accept that, then they can contact one of my siblings to live with. I can't give this up. It's been on the back burner for the past few years, and I need it back. Sadly, yes, these look vicious. But I am not sure I can find quiet implements that aren't. I have considered a cane as well, but that just isn't in our budget right now. :P I think the dowel in yesterday's post though is a good substitute. :P
And please forgive me if adding the posts back flood your feeds. I have about 50 left to add, I really hope to do that this week so that you guys aren't bothered by the adding of them back anymore.
- I am writing again after the Duke tried these out. The loopy left a couple of welts, and so I said I was going to unmake it. The Duke was NOT impressed by that. I said it hurt a lot. And he said "Then you better make sure you never deserve it." Eeek! Darn HOH hat. Looks like he's found it again. Why, oh why do I want this??? LOL