I am so tired, but I'm trying to force myself to stay up so that I'll sleep in a bit longer tomorrow. I work until 10pm for the rest of the week on the day's I'm on, and for the last few days, I've been in bed by that point.
Last night I couldn't get home because the roads were so bad. So a friend that lives just up the road from where I work said I could crash at her place. I was talking to my husband at 9:00pm on the phone, and I was wiped. He said I should go to bed within the next hour. I wanted some time on the computer, but also wanted time to visit with my friend. So I asked him if I was at least in bed, could I work on my laptop for half an hour. I felt like a kid asking if they were reading, could they stay up a bit longer! LOL He said that I could. I put a little video on to watch in bed on my laptop, but realized later that it would end three minutes after my husband asked me to be laying down and ready to sleeo. So I called him and he said that would be okay. I actually ended up being 6 minutes late because I also had forgotten to take my meds. When I told him about it this morning, he said that because it was for my meds, he wasn't upset. :) :) YEAH, and WHEW.
Then today, when I got to church, and he got to church (our friend drove him in since I still had the car) he looked at me and said he liked how I was dressed. But I had my coat on the entire time, and wondered how he could really tell. I was all dressed up because I had to go to work after church, and it felt kind of nice because I don't really dress up. Well when we got back to my friends to grab lunch just before I had to go to work, I took my coat off, and his face lit up in an appreciative smile. I laughed and smiled back, then asked if he really did like me dressed up, and he answered with an enthusiastic yes. This shocked me, because there has been times in our marriage where I have gotten all gussied up and asked him what he thought, and he'd look at me blankly and ask me what I meant. When I'd tell him that I was all dressed up, and did I look okay, he'd shrug, tell me yeah, and that I looked the same as always. So now it's really weird to me that he noticed today that I started dressing up for work, and I can only attribute it to our change in relationship. Now, if he's noticing my clothes... what else is he noticing???? This might actually freak me out a bit! Hopefully all in a good way though.... eek!