It's all too good. I don't want to get my hopes up. I know rough days will still come. I know that rocky times will still shake us. But right now, I FEEL SO GOOD.
The Duke has really stepped up. I was visiting with family today, and wanted more time with them, and that meant he'd get less time with me. And he let me.
Our landlord was causing a bit of trouble, and I was feeling guilty. But the Duke told me it wasn't anything I did, and he didn't want me worrying about it. He was firm about it, and I was so impressed, and I listened.
The house hasn't been kept up, and I've been freaked out that I've been too sick to clean. Now the last few days I'm actually feeling better, but had too much to do to be able to clean. So when the landlord wanted to come in today, I was too embarrassed and said I'd rather he not come in. The Duke asked afterwards how he could help when I'm sick. That he doesn't like when I'm stressed over how the house looks, and so he wants to do more when I'm sick. I told him he already does a lot, but he told me he is in charge now, and that also means helping when I can't. WOW
He also gave me a chore list for tomorrow. Hugged me through out the evening like crazy, joked with me, and pretended in front of family after a joke that he was taking me into a bedroom for a quicky!!! *BLUSH* He's so much fun and showing me so much love. He's never showed me so much love, so much enjoyment just to be around me.
I don't have much to share about what I've learned over the past few days, but I've been doing more studying, reading a new book actually, and am excited to see where this goes with the Duke and I. :) I am so blessed. :)
I hope you had a good April Fool's Day. I didn't do anything, but got to hear about some good pranks that happened this morning. :)